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yami_sekai86
22 November 2009 @ 02:59 pm
ここで書くことは久々ですね。最近、やる気がなくて、時間に無だをしたんだ。それに、ちょっと前、心思いは混乱するし、これからはどうするって、ずっと迷ってたわ。今でも分からないけど、これからは一歩つず前に進んでなければならない。

On another note, there are quite few few singles out lately! Both Arashi and Yamapi released their singles, [My Girl] and [Loveless] respectively. Let's talk about Arashi's singles first.

When I first heard "My Girl", I totally fell in love with it. It's really a heartwarming song and it really fits Arashi's style. Here's their PV:

In this PV, all members, acted as brothers with Ohno-san as the eldest,and Matsumoto-san as the youngest. "My Girl" is also the theme song for Aiba first leading drama, My Girl. Somehow, the song gives a sense of heartfelt warmth, and it's really calming. The next song in their singles is 時計じかけのアンブレラ(Tokei Jikake no Umbrella). It's a contrast to "My Girl", Not quite their style, but at the same time, refreshing. And again, Sakurap never fails us, but this time, Sakurai-san inserted a bit room for the fangirls to imagine with his rap lyrics. The lyrics for the rap part is a follows:

胸に火燃ゆる導火線 
いっそこのままどう成れ
もう俺もここまで 
我慢知らぬ大人で (あ,もうだめ)
夢はどこかで
いつか奏でていた音を変える 
この旅路どこまで
迷わぬよう二人の帆を立てる

まだだめ まだだめ 朝まで暖め
明日の種まけ 裸で暖め

ずっともっと遠回り
街は辺り変わり
響くあまい話り
生まれくる愛のさなぎ

It really made me melt /(*0*)\~. Ok, enough of fangurling...On the whole, it's really a refreshing song. I'm not sure if there'll be a PV for this song but I really hope they'd produce one. The next song in their singles is SuperFresh...It's again a new style from Arashi. It's more like an acapella, with Sakurai-san starting, followed by Matsumoto-san. Although this is a new style, the effect is really fabulous. Their voices are really in sync with each other, and it may remind us once again that another reason why Arashi is such a lasting boyband is that their voices are in balance with one another. They're not just a band based on only their looks.

Alright...On to Yamapi's new singles, Loveless. I haven't really finish listening yet, cos I didn't manage to get the limited edition of the singles. There are 3 limted edition types, and the regular has only 4 songs when there are 7. On the whole, Yamapi'senglish pronounciation has improved a lot. When I first heard MOLA, I couldn't make out the words without looking ath the lyrics. But right now,I can perfectly understand what he sang even without the lyrics. Way to go, Yamapi!

Loveless is a song about breakup, and if you read the lyrics and hear him sing, it's actually really touching. The PV was quite good too, other than the fact that they went to NY specially to film it. The PV is below:


"Crush On You" is another song from "Loveless". It's a typical Yamapi style song. It fits his sexy outlook. This is similar to "Dance Jam", another song from his singles... When you hear the song, the first thing that comes to my mind is that "This is so like Yamapi". "After the rain" is another song which is of a similar style to "Loveless''. I haven't really heard the other songs, so I can't really say much about it further. But other than Loveless and After the Rain, I think the rest of the songs doesn't really resonate with me.

If I were to compare the 2 singles, I guess I still prefer Arashi, cos it's really rather unique, with new and old styles mixed together. Yamapi's new singles is too westernized that it lost most of his style, when I look at his previous singles, Daite Senorita,which I thought was so much better.

This entry turned out to be a short introduction to the new singles by Arashi and Yamapi-_-"... Haha... I'm off to more fangurling!!!
 
 
Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: 嵐ー時計じかけのアンブレラ
 
 
yami_sekai86
28 September 2009 @ 02:16 pm
Just not too long ago I reflected on my life up till now. All that I see when I looked back is just a state of emptiness. It's like looking at a book with nothing written on the pages.

When I look at myself in the mirror and ask, "who are you?" I find that I do not have an answer to the question. In my life up till now, there's nothing I can use to describe who I am. In my state of mind, I am just non-existent.

Why is that so? I just realised why. I have nothing in this world that I truly desire, nothing which I want to do, nothing which makes me look forward to each day. I live each day as it is, aimlessly and with nothing which I truly understand and want. To put it simply, it's a life with no meaning, like a barren land, with nothing around.

I know not the meaning of excitement, not of what it feels like to work hard for something I truly desire. In fact, there is perhaps nothing in life which I truly desire. Then I asked,"Why is it that I'm still breathing?"

I know not of what it's like to feel, and to hope, because I have been disappointed to many a times to hope, and feeling too much only brings about pain.

I live, because my heart still beats. But one day, if my heart stops beating, I will gladly let go of everything because there is nothing I have to hold on to.

 
 
Current Music: Planetarium - 大塚愛
 
 
yami_sekai86
25 September 2009 @ 08:23 pm
After the practicum, life isjust so free that I don't even know what to do with my time...No complains though, cos I'm definitely enjoying it.\^0^/. Carefree I may be, my body had to go haywire at this moment. It seems like everytime I'm in a relax mode, I'd fall sick. I'm not sure why. Nevertheless, the free days make me reluctant to start work...Is this good or bad? I have to say that I'm a person who works under pressure, so no pressure means no work done...0_0...

Anyway, I was just looking through my photo collection and there's one thing I realised: I'm really fortunate to have supportive friends with me in the school. I have other friends who said that they had a realy bad time due to their practicum colleagues... I'm so glad that I don't have to go through all that. So sometimes, in the midst of all the hardships, there is always hope and happiness, it's just that we never take the time to reflect back and perhaps even neglect its presence because of the overwhelming situation. Here's some collection of the happier times:

 Yingying and me...She really helped me a lot during the practicum, and for some reason, we hit off quite well as if we had been good friends for very long...



From left to right: Yingying, Our SCM Mrs Ho and me:)
     

Lucky the both of us will be back to the same school otherwise I can't imagine how I'm going to survive the 2 years there. BUt roght now, I'm nt going to spoil my carefree days with the thought that I will be going back to the "house of Horrors". For me, it is the time to recuperate my mental state and to redefine myself again. I keep asking myselves nowadays: Did I make the right choice in going into teaching? I have no idea...I seem to have forgotten why I chose to enter this occupation...The passion that I used to have is lost...

 
 
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Season - 嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
10 September 2009 @ 11:57 am
Ever since the start of holidays, I've been slacking all day, and mostly u'd find me sleeping. I could do what I want to do, not having to prepare for lessons, write lesson plans, prepare materials, worry about the SOW. Basically, I can be myself once again.

I am a really laidback person, and up till now, I have yet to find something that turns me on (other than Arashi and Yamapi). I hate to be restricted and prefer to work things at my pace. Hence, when I went to practicum, it was really like hell. I hate it when they don't treat us like humans, demanding things which they, as experienced teachers, cannot do. There's a reason why they are the mentors and we are under them. Yet, they seem to forget that totally and criticized us when we are unable to do what they want to see. At times, I felt like a performing artiste more than a teacher. So in essence, practicum is basically a period where we have to act what people want to see, and not trying to develop our own pedagogy. I thought I'd just break there and then. But somehow, I pulled through, knowing that there are others who're facing the same problems. For the first time in my life, I felt so vulnerable. I'm never a person who cries easily. In fact my friends often remarked that I have a strong personality, able to cope with anything easily. But it was this practicum that made me realised how small and vulnerable I am. In fact it made me feel worthless everytime I recall what my mentors told me. It really sucks, like your existence is totally denied all of a sudden, and that I don't even have a right to exist.

Nevertheless, I pulled through. I couldn't believe when it was finally over. I had a lot of help from my friends, and though we are all in different schools, we managed to update each other thanx to facebook. The little words of encouragement really worked wonders. And of course not forgetting Arashi. Watching their shows like VSArashi, Arashi no shukudai-kun and Himitsu no Arashi-chan is what kept me going till the end of the week. Also, when I'm doing work, my playlist is simply full of their songs (Which made me wonder what happened to NEWS? There's totally no news about NEWS. No pun intended).

And that's why I say the freedom I have now never tasted so sweet. It is the feeling of liberation that made each and every day so wonderful, and I feel this strongly after I've been through practicum.  I can't describe what I feel right now when I'm looking back at the practicum, but this song really tells it all:

All I want to say now is, thank you to all my friends,who bestowed upon me your words of encouragement, because I would never have been able to pull through without them. And of course, Arashi for giving me the encouragement and courage to face up to this tough period, like u always did for the past 9 years.

 
 
Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: pika★★nchi double - 嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
29 August 2009 @ 10:06 pm
I can never fathom how I've managed to pull through this practicum period...今でも信じられない...All I knew was that I'm really glad that this is going to be over soon. Anyway, let's talk about some more heart-warming rather than re-living the nightmare.

This year marks the 10th anniversary since Arashi's debut. 10 years. A decade. It seems just like yesterday when I first started getting crazy over the cute boys back in middle school. But now, I'm still crazy over them, just that they are no longer boys, but カッコイイ男になった。

When I was surfing Youtube, I found this really wonderful vid, which really shows Arashi's growth and progress over the decade:


All through the 10 years, I always feel that they are the best boyband around. Although I was into NEWS for a while, I still feel that Arashi's standard is something they can never reach (no offense to the NEWS fans). Perhaps it's because Arashi has become a brand name for all who grew up with them:). At least for me, their songs have seen me through the difficult times in my life.

While NEWS's songs included a variety, such as ero, romance, friendship, love, etc, their style is actually quite similar. Perhaps that's why I get tired of them after a while. And if not for Yamapi, I would have clean forgotten about them. The thing I like about Arashi is that their style always changes from one singles to the next, and not to mention their fabulous dance steps to go along with.

So looking back at the 10 years, it really didn't feel that long to me.

Arashi debut on September 15, 1999, with Ohno Satoshi as their leader. The members include Sakurai Sho, Aiba Masaki, Ninomiya Kazunari and Matsumoto Jun.

 Ohno Satoshi (大野智)

Satoshi Ohno, the oldest member of Arashi, is the reluctant "leader" of the group after winning against Sho Sakurai in a round of rock-paper-scissors with the other members on a Japanese variety show. The exact same pattern of him unwillingly 'winning' against Sho has been seen repeating many times ever since. He is the oldest person in the group and often sings the lead vocals. Although he has stated that he wanted to avoid becoming the leader the most, Arashi members have once stated in an interview that Ohno is a new-age idol, who leads his group by not leading at all. Aside from leading the vocal work, he is known to be the best dancer and has the greatest control when it comes to singing in Arashi. Back when Arashi first debuted and before he was elected leader, Ohno was told by Johnny's to be the "Dance Leader". He choreographs several of their dance moves, which the other members sometimes find it quite hard to follow. Other artistes from the same company openly expressed their admiration for Ohno's dancing; among them are Imai Tsubasa of the duo Tackey & Tsubasa, Kokubun Taichi of Tokio, Yuuri Chinen of the newly-debuted group Hey! Say! JUMP, and other juniors. He is also one half of the Arashi skit duo Ohmiya SK, partnering Kazunari Ninomiya. Out of all the members, he has appeared in the fewest dramas, preferring to do stage plays or focus on his art. He performed his first solo concert on January 29, 2006. He became the first artist in Johnny's who held an art exhibit, which was entitled, "Freestyle".

Sakurai Sho (桜井翔)

Sho Sakurai sings most of the rap parts (known to fans as "Sakurap"), the lyrics of which he also writes. Sakurai was the first in the group to perform in a solo concert, The Show, on January 14, 2006. He is currently a Monday co-host of NTV's News Zero, on which he became the first idol to host an election special.[3][17] Sakurai is arguably the best-educated member of the group, having graduated from Keio University, a prestigious Japanese university. During the early years after Arashi's debut, Sho was appointed by the Johnny's to be the "Study Leader". Although he lost in a round of rock-paper-scissors, hence excusing him from being the group's leader, the other four of Arashi have made many remarks that Sakurai is the one who possesses leadership qualities.

Aiba Masaki (相葉雅紀)

Masaki Aiba is the tallest member of the group, with a distinctive breathy voice. He was once hospitalized after fainting due to the collapse of one of his lungs and was forced to stop playing the saxophone due to the operation he had to undergo. Aiba interacts with various wild animals as a co-host of the TV show, Tensai! Shimura Doubutsuen. He also excels in sports, especially basketball. He has been known to have considerably short attention span and often jumps between topics during talks and interviews, thus earning himself his reputation as the endearing, flaky member of Arashi. Sometimes Aiba makes some mistakes with Japanese, particularly in reading kanji. He can be seen making various reading mistakes in talk shows and live performances. During the earlier years following Arashi's debut, Aiba was appointed the "Image Leader" of Arashi.

 

Ninomiya Kazunari (二宮和也)

Kazunari Ninomiya, nicknamed Nino, is the first member of the group to crossover to American films as he starred in Clint Eastwood's critically acclaimed Japanese language film, Letters from Iwo Jima. Along with bandmate Jun Matsumoto, he is one of Japan's leading young actors and have been said to be able to "act with his eyes". Ninomiya stated that he is left-handed but has been forced to write with his right hand by his parents when he was a child. During Arashi's early years, Johnny's appointed Ninomiya as the "Performance Leader". He plays the guitar, bass, piano, drums, harmonica, composes songs and writes lyrics. However, he is usually seen with a game console in hand instead and had publicly admitted that he was an otaku when he was an elementary school student. He is the first Johnny's Jimusho talent and the youngest male actor ever (up to 2009)to be a recipient of the Individual Award in the television category of the 46th Galaxy Awards in 2009.

 

Matsumoto Jun(松本潤)

Jun Matsumoto, nicknamed Matsujun, is the youngest member of Arashi. Matsumoto is known for his starring roles in dramas such as Bambino, Hana Yori Dango, Hana Yori Dango 2, Kimi wa Petto, Gokusen, and Smile. He is the first Japanese male to grace the cover of Marie Claire Japan. Ohno has labeled him the "concert master" because of his take-charge attitude and attention to detail during their live performances. During the years after their debut, he was appointed by the Johnny's as the "Comedy Leader". By now he has more or less lost the comedic image and has even gained the nickname DoS from the other members (S standing for 'Sadist' and Do means 'extreme' in Japanese Kanji). Jun is one of the three idols who are considered elites in the Johnny's because he was called to join the company by Johnny Kitagawa himself, without having to go through auditions. In 2008, Matsumoto became one of GQ Japan's Man Of The Year Award under the Singer/Actor category.


Don't they all sound marvelous? Actions speaks louder than words.

I happened to come across this PV and found that it was somehow so captivating...Not too sure why but it just is...


And they all looked so young in here!!!

Where can you find a boyband as wonderful as them?


 
 
Current Music: 風の向こうへー嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
15 July 2009 @ 09:03 pm
The past 2 weeks had been like hell to me after having paradise for so long. Practicum is just so harsh... I was lucky to be given express classes, so not much of a problem for discipline although there are still some issues. There were many a times I was so disappointed in myself that I nearly wanted to give up. But I guess pain is always part of growing up. I'm moving on to another phase in my life so I just hope I can adapt to it better. It's really a life and death matter for me in this practicum.I need to pass this no matter what. The biggest problem I have now is that I need to have more confidence in myself. I hope I can overcome my fear. In any case, I had been so busy that I've been practically ignoring my friends calls to go out. I'm really sorry! I simply need to sleep. I only sleep for an average of 4 hours per day.

Let's just cast the issue of practicum aside. Recently, my friend had gone into a dieting plan again. But it's quite evident that she really is torturing herself, abstaining from her favourite food and stuffs. Nevertheless, I can understand why she's doing this. I have similar experience myself.

Although people out there may say appearance is not important, and that it's a person's character that count. That's totally BS. I mean, come on, let's stop deceiving ourselves with that philosophical crap. Who says appearance is not important. We are born to be shallow creatures. What strikes us most is the appearance. And I don't deny the notion that the world does not allow for equality for the fat people. For most of my childhood, I've bee overshadowed by the endless tauntings on my bulkiness. Even I could not bear to look at myself in the mirror. So I decided to shake off a few pounds. And I did. I'm glad I did, but I'm still not happy with my current self. I still think I'm fat, which naturally, I still am.

When will this stop I do not know. It is just so ironic that we as beings of high intelligence, are still unable to escape from the reality, and from the shallowness of the world, of which only the pretty and slim gets to rule, while the fat and ugly are doomed to subservience.

So much for random, or perhaps I just feel a need to express my thoughts, through a subtle way as this.

 
 
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: Season - Arashi
 
 
yami_sekai86
25 June 2009 @ 10:07 pm
I took the image of Vampire Sho from http://community.livejournal.com/kam_grah_x/1842.html

Thanks kamishasama for the wonderful graphics:) I'm so totally mesmerised by the vampiric Sho!!!

 
 
yami_sekai86
24 June 2009 @ 08:28 pm
Finally, the time has come for my practicum. I just went to my school today for a short meeting. This time, it was so much better than my previous contract school... For one, it is so much nearer, and this time I'm not alone. I thought I would be there alone cos I dind'nt know anyone else who's posted to the same school as me.Turns out that someone from ther same ed psych class is posted to the same school! Phew! What a relief!

Frankly speaking, I'm sooooo not ready for this.The holiday is just way too short for me! I was supposed to brush up my biology stuff but in the end, I realised that  hadn't done much. All through the hols, I've been watching all the arashi videos that I've missed out during the semester time. So now that the hols are over, I'm going for practicum with my mind full of Arashi...I really wonder how I am to survive the whole 10 weeks of practicum. Wish me luck...

But then again, I really love those Arashi variety shows...They are really cranky and funny...I really like one part of the ep138 from Arashi no Shukudai-kun:

They are sooo right! Sakurai is the real prince!!!!Poor Nino has not many friends...
But really...I can't help agreeing that Sakurai is the real prince! And that the fortune teller even told the other members to make good use of Sakurai... I really wonder how?...

Alright...Back to more videos!

 
 
Current Location: In front of my laptop
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Crazy Moon-Kimi wa Muteki - 嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
12 June 2009 @ 07:52 pm
Yes...I confess...I could resist it no longer...And so I gave in...I'm guilty of it...Yes I know...

I finally bought Arashi's latest singles after searching through the stores!!!


The first day it was released here, I was told it was out of stock...
And when I went out today, I finally found it!!!

It wasn't impulse buying because I've been wanting to buy it before its release because I'm totally in love with the song, Ashita no Kioku from the moment I hear it from "The Quiz Show". It really is a wonderful song! Here's the PV below:

Along with the singles, there are stickers of the members, and they all look so super cool!!! I don't think I'll be using the sticker in any way though, they're too nice that I can't bear to even peel it!!! Haha...

Initially, I was debating whether to buy NEWS's singles, Koi no ABO or not. However, I decided not to because 
although the songs are nice, but somehow, I feel that I won't keep listening to them. And no sooner, I heard Ashita no Kioku from "The Quiz Show" and I totally fell in love with it! Even when I'm updating my blog now, I'm still listening to it! So I'm glad that I didn't buy NEWS's singles on impulse. I mean the songs aren't too bad, but I'd prefer to spend money on the one which I know I will keep listening.

I guess there's another reason that I'm hooked to the song...The lyrics sound really meaningful to me. That's one thing about Arashi's songs. They seem to be able to emit a feel of strength to the listeners and make it sound meaningful. In the singles, there's also another song, Crazy Moon-Kimi wa Muteki. Its tempo is very different from Ashita no Kioku, cos its an upbeat song. Although I prefer Ashita no Kioku initially, I find that the more I listen, the more I grew to like Crazy Moon-Kimi wa Muteki. The PV is as follows:

So, in conclusion, it's definitely worth the buy!



 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Crazy Moon-Kimi wa Muteki - 嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
11 June 2009 @ 08:52 pm
Layout pix credits to: Maruko-chan

Thanks so much!
I love the wallpaper so much that I had to use it for my blog layout. Being an amateur, I spent hours doing it but I gues it turned out alright after all.:)
 
 
yami_sekai86
11 June 2009 @ 07:55 pm
Now it's a period of break from my usual rather hectic lifestyle. And frankly speaking, I hate it. Maybe because I'm used to being busy and occupied with work. Then all of the sudden, I'm free of work for a while. It just feels kinda weird. And maybe because I'm so free now that I'm falling sick. I guess my body is more used to working hard, being more resistant on wear and tear, and feeds of the exhaustion from work. Then suddenly, there's no late nights work, no exhaustion from work, my body collapses. I think there's something seriously wrong. I think I'm suffering from withdrawal syndromes from lack of work. Does that make me a born-workaholic?

I hope I'm not. But I have to admit that sometimes, I love to push myself to the limits, working the hell out of me. Or maybe I'm just trying to hide the fact that I feel lonely at times. When I'm working, I forget the fact that there'ssomething missing in my life that I wish to fill. Somewhere in my heart, I know I'm missing something in my life, but I don't really know what.

That's why I prefer to work. Just to fill the emptiness of my heart. That's because I tend to ponder a lot when I have too much time at hand. Going out with friends is an option, but sometimes I realise, that I can't really communicate with them as well in the past. Maybe because of my profession? They always say being a teacher is a lonely path to take, because not many can understand the troubles and problems unless u're in the same profession.


Maybe I'm just born to be lonely. I've always find it hard to talk to people. The friends I've known have always taken the first step to make friends with me. I find it difficult to initiate and sustain a conversation with someone, so basically, all my friends are those who loves talk non-stop. I don't mind, because I love to listen, and if I may say so, I make a pretty good listener. I guess listening to others help to fill the emptiness in my heart too.

My brother once told me, my heart is nearly devoid of feelings. Am I really so unfeeling?



 
 
Current Location: home
Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: 明日の記憶ー嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
10 May 2009 @ 11:22 am
And I thought there will be nothing much to look forward to at the end of the day. But now, there's a new drama which got me hooked tottally even though I've only watched the first episode. It's called "The Quiz Show" and the brief synopsis is as follows:

Arashi's Sho Sakurai has been chosen to star in the NTV drama series "The Quiz Show." The show is a prime time version of last summer's late night drama "The Quiz Show," which starred Jin Katagiri and Shigeyuki Totsugi.

In the new version, Sakurai plays the host of a live TV quiz program. On the show, contestants who achieve 7 correct answers win 10 million yen, and those who get 8 correct answers will have one of their wishes granted by the TV network. But while the questions start off innocently enough, as the game progresses, the questions gradually delve into the contestants' past crimes or indiscretions, presenting them with the dilemma of having to confess their guilt in order to win.

Sakurai's character also has a mysterious past. Before becoming the show's host, an accident had left him in a vegetative state for six years, which also resulted in him losing most of his memories.

The supporting cast includes
Kanjani8's Yu Yokoyama as the show's director, Aya Matsuura as a rookie assistant director, and Miki Maya as the producer. Broadcast begins on April 18 in NTV's Saturday 9pm time slot.

(Source:http://www.tokyograph.com/news/id-4524)

As usual, I started to take note of this drama because of Sakurai Sho...It's really worth a watch, other than the fact that Sakurai Sho and Yokoyama Yuu are both starring in it. I haven't watched the first season, cos they are of a totally different casting. I've been to a few drama forums and there were many who said the first season was better than the current one. Well, I can't really comment on that cos I've only watched the first episode, and I don't deny the fact that the main attraction of this drama for me is Sakurai Sho.


However, I still think the storyboard shows interesting and to keep me wanting for more. It's really a goodrepresentation of the dilemmas people face in life. On one hand, they want to achiave their dreams but on the other, as they proceed with the questions that will lead them closer to their dreams, they come closer to expose their darkest secrest that they wish to bury. It really is a very ironic theme, I thought, as the contestants participate in the show in order to aim for their dreams, but yet, the show leads them on to a path of self-destruction
. Ironic, perhaps, or I'd say,it's controversial.



More shots from the drama:
 

In this drama, there are two sides to Sakurai's role. On one hand, he plays the emcee of the show, yet on the other, he protrays aperson in agony, franically trying to recover his memory.

All in all, I think it's a drama worth my time, other than the attractive cast.


 
 
Current Location: In a daze
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Cry for you - 嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
09 May 2009 @ 12:09 am

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yami_sekai86
03 May 2009 @ 11:07 am
I'm not sure what's wrong with me these few days...No I think it's been more than just a few days, and before I knew it, I'm already like this. There is just so much to be done, but yet undone. I'm not sure why this happened. I guess it just does. It's the frequent occurence of these spells that bothers me. It might be just me, but I think the frequency is escalating.

So when I heard Arashi's "Truth", it sort of resonates in me. I can totally understand it.

悲しみ
たとえどんな終わりを描いても
心は謎めいて
それはまるで闇のように迫る真実
たとえどんな世界を描いても
明日は見えなくて
それはまるで百合のように穢れを知らない
願いは透明なままで


"Even if the ending has been written,
the heart is still in wrapped in mystery,
like the darkness, the truth draws near.
Even if the world has been depicted,
tomorrow
can no longer be seen,
like the lilies which knew not of the
impurities,
which desires remain clear as it is."

The above is the chorus of the song, and somehow, it just strike me. Maybe I'm just too imaginative. In any case, for now, I can only wait and hope...... of what, I do not know.

 
 
Current Location: 黒闇の心に
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Truth - 嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
25 April 2009 @ 02:33 pm
Recently, I've just rekindled my interest for Arashi... I'm not sure why, but the more of their PVs I watch, the more I find myself sinking into it... So this post is going to be different from other post, since it's not about Yamapi or NEWS, but about Arashi! As I was just browsing through Youtube, I came across one of their PVs which really enticed me:

I really like the way how they danced in front of the violin ensemble. The whole atmosphere was marvelous, I'd say. I know that Takari-chan likes Matsumoto Jun, but for me, my interest is in Sakurai Sho, with his cute smile. And I feel that his rap is really good! Haha...Maybe I'm just biased.

In any case, I can't wait to see Sho's new movie, Yatterman! I guess it's unlikely to hit Singapore but I'll pray hard that I can watch it soon. Haha... Here's a preview:

I know it looks a bit lame, but Sho-kun is so cute!!! Haha... And the theme song is "Believe" by Arashi:

Watch out for Sho's rap, which I think is pretty cool especially for this song. No wonder he's known as the rapper of Arashi.

My interest in Yamapi and NEWS is rather well-known to my friends, but not many people know of my interest in Arashi as well, cos I wasn't really focused on them with the glamorous Yamapi in mind. And I have to admit, my main interest is still in NEWS, rather than Arashi.It's just that lately, I'm captivated by their new songs...That's why I'm noticing them more than usual. Also, contrary to many other Arashi fans I know, my interest is not in Matsumoto Jun. I know that he's an elite handpicked by Johnny himself, but I still prefer Sho-kun. Somehow, I'm attracted to guys who have really beautiful smile. Takari-chan, forgive me for being so biased!!! Gomen nasai! And also G-chan, I know Aiba-kun is cute too but...私やっぱり翔君が好き。

Ok...Enough of fangurling for now...

 
 
Current Location: Burning in the heat
Current Mood: cranky
Current Music: Truth - 嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
24 April 2009 @ 07:22 pm
I've always prided myself for being rather tolerant... My friends can be late for meeting for 2 hours, but I won'tget angry with them. My groupmates can refuse to do their part for the project, I'll just take over. I may complain at times, but mostly, I'll just bear with it. I mean, we're all humans, and we have our shortcomings. We need to learn to tolerate other people as we would like them to tolerate our shortcomings as well. That's what I thought.

I never understood the term, "I really can't tolerate this person." Well, at least not before I meet D. Somehow, D just brilliantly exceeded my threshold for tolerance, and I finally realised what it truly means to be tolerant. He can be so overbearing in his ideas to the extent that he thinks he's just wonderful and that he is always correct. Why doesn't he understand the meaning of listening to others and not to force his opinions on the others? I mean, we are all brought up differently, with our own set of beliefs and values. This is what we call diversity within a society. There is no need to impose your own ideas onto others, hoping to convert others to think the way you do. We all have a manner in which we all think and react to certain things we encounter in life. Sometimes we need to be for open-minded.

That is why I truly admire J for being so accepting. She is always so friendly to everyone, and never was she critical of others. She really is a mature person. Unfortunately, I'm not as mature as she is. And I realised I should learn from her. When I'm criticizing D, I'm inadvertently imposing my ideas on him as well. So in the same way, doesn't this make him behave like he is? I'm not a nice person to be with at times too. I also wish for others to tolerate my behaviour as well. It really is time for me to change my behaviour towards D. I may not be able to accept his ideals and behaviour, but I should at least try to tolerate him. That's the least I can do.

Like I said, we are not perfect. We all have our shortcomings, but we don't wish others to judge us too harshly. So on the sam point, we should never judge others too harshly too. Tolerance is the first step towards acceptance. We need to accept the way people are, and that there are people with different behaviour out there. So the least I could do now is to tolerate.

 
 
Current Location: In an aircon room
Current Mood: thoughtful
Current Music: Believe - 嵐
 
 
yami_sekai86
09 April 2009 @ 09:48 am
NEWS's latest singles, 恋のABO, will be out on 29th April...I found the Pv on Youtube, and the song is rather catchy...So I've decided to post it here...



 
 
yami_sekai86
09 April 2009 @ 08:51 am
山下さん、お誕生日おめでとうございます!

Today's Yamapi's 24th birthday! Therefore, this entry shall be dedicated to him!
Yamapi enter the talent agency, Johnny's Entertainment when he was 11 and is affectionately called YamaPi (short for Yamashita and the colour pink) by his friends, which is a nickname given to him by Hideaki Takizawa..
I started to take notice of Yamapi in the show "Ikebukuro West Gate Park", where he acted as Mizuno Shun. He was only 15 then. This role earned him the "Best Newcomer Award". In the same year, he was voted first place in the Annual Junior Awards for "Best Boyfriend", "Most Beautiful", to name a few for the first time.

Yamapi's formal debut was in 2004, together with 8 other members from Johnny's Junior, 錦戸亮、小山慶一郎、増田貴久、手越祐也and 加籐成明,with the singles, 希望Yell!, which made to the top of the Oricon Chart.

In October 2005, Yamashita and Kazuya Kamenashi from KAT-TUN had formed Shuuji to Akira to promote their drama, Nobuta wo Produce. The duo had been named after their characters in the show, Shuuji Kiritani and Akira Kusano. They also released a single, Seishun Amigo, which sold over one million copies in four weeks. Seishun Amigo was the number one best selling single on the Oricon Yearly Singles Ranking for 2005.

In the same year, NewS, however, had been temporarily disbanded and all group activities had been put on hold after the suspension of two of its members, who had both been accused of underage drinking.

In spring 2006, Yamashita starred in Kurosagi, a drama based on the manga of the same name. Yamashita once again worked with U-20 idol Maki Horikita who played Nobuko or Nobuta in Nobuta wo Produce, the chemistry between the characters they portrayed a few months prior having led them to work together on another serial drama. For this purpose, Yamashita recorded his first single as a solo artist. "Daite Señorita" climbed to the #1 spot in the Oricon ranking, the same award-giving body that awarded him the Artist of the Year award, alongside Tackey & Tsubasa and KAT-TUN. His single was the 4th best-selling single of 2006, selling more than 600,000 records -- twice the amount of NEWS's record sales per single. Much to his success, rumors and speculations have gone around the entertainment industry that Yamashita will be pursuing a career apart from NewS as a solo artist. It was later proven to be untrue, as Tomohisa stated that he still preferred to stay with his group, and not even as their leader but simply as a member. His modesty and well grounded nature is much recognized not only by his band members but throughout the Japanese entertainment world and the fan community as well.

In June 2006, he became part of an unofficial group within Johnny's Entertainment called "No Border", which includes Jun Matsumoto of Arashi, Shingo Murakami of Kanjani8, Atsuhiro Satō of Hikaru Genji, Toma Ikuta of Johnny's Junior's, Koichi Domoto of Kinki Kids, Tatsuya Yamaguchi of TOKIO and Hideaki Takizawa of Tackey & Tsubasa. The group had been formed when the 8 members from different Johnnys groups met up for dinner and decided to name themselves No Border. They are known to interact freely, bypassing the senpai-kouhai relationship that had been imposed in the agency, which is rooted from the differring dates of their entry into Johnny's Entertainment. There is a 7-part round-robin on their jwebs about the formation of the group, and each member has a specific color - White, Black, Red, Pink, Purple, Gold, Blue, Grey. However, who holds which color is still unknown.

In the latter half of 2006, Yamashita and Thai brother duet Golf & Mike teamed up with Hiromitsu Kitayama (Kis-my-ft2), Kei Inoo (J.J. Express, later Hey! Say! JUMP), Shota Totsuka (A.B.C.), and Hikaru Yaotome (Ya-Ya-Yah, later Hey! Say! JUMP), to form a temporary unit called Kitty GYM, (though there had never been a second T). This unit was put together to cheer on Japan's Women's Volleyball team, and they released a single in August called "Fever to Future", the name "GYM" actually being an acronym for Golf, Yamashita, and Mike.

Yamashita returned as a member of NewS on 31 December 2006 at Johnny's Countdown 2006-2007, where the group was re-launched as NEWS, shortly after which they had released their 7th single, Hoshi wo Mezashite. The single debuted at the #1 spot in the Oricon Weekly Singles Ranking.

Early 2007, Yamashita, along with KAT-TUN's Koki Tanaka and Taisuke Fujigaya of Kis-my-ft2, starred in Byakkotai, a two-part mini-drama for TV Asahi that retells the story of Mineji Sakai and the young samurais of the Byakkotai group.

Kurosagi, a movie that was spun-off from the successful TBS drama, premiered on March 8, 2008. Yamashita, who played the character lead in the television drama, starred in the film, making the film his first movie. With only a budget of 2 million US dollars, the movie grossed approximately 15.5 million dollars. Such success is expected to result to more movie offerings for Tomohisa.

In August 2008, Yamashita was cast to play the aloof and level-headed intern flight doctor in the FujiTV drama Code Blue, along with other popular actresses Yui Aragaki and Erika Toda; the two-hour special was aired on January 10, 2009.

(Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tomohisa_Yamashita)

This is a brief introduction of the most wonderful idol I've ever, known.
Here are some pictures I found from the internet:

Baby Yamapi



Back then, he was a cute and pretty boy. But everyone will grow up someday:





And now:





All these year of supporting him, I really felt as if I grew along with him too. Whenever I feel discouraged, reading his keitai-nikki, really helped me back on my track. Till today, I still received a lot of encouragement from his nikki. That's why I know I will continue to support him. He really is an extraordinary idol, who you can't help loving.
 



 
 
Current Location: Home
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Love Song - 山下智久
 
 
yami_sekai86
04 April 2009 @ 01:15 pm
This week marks the end of 2 modules, Ed Psych and ICT. That was a bit too bad though, cos I kinda like these 2 mods. So, in order to commemorate my survival, photo taking is a must.

These are my group members from ed psych, together with the tutor.

This is Lee Kim doing the presentation during the last session of ICT... Engel looks sleepy though...Haha...


This is our group doing presentation (credits to Dr Ashley Tan for the photo).



Finally came to the end of presentation...A photo to commemorate our efforts!
And then comes the class photo of QED522 Group 12:


Although these two modules took up most of my weekends, they were fun in the process. However, all good things must come to an end, and it really is such a pity. However, next week marks the start of another English module. Sigh... If not for English, my thursdays and fridays would be free!!! But life is never so kind to me. あたし頑張ります!絶対負けない!

 
 
Current Location: 夢の中にいる
Current Mood: nostalgic
Current Music: 紫ー赤西仁
 
 
yami_sekai86
29 March 2009 @ 09:37 pm
This entry is inspired by takari-chan... Haha... She knows me better than I expected... Maybe she can read my inner thoughts?*@o@* Haha...

Ok... First to start things off, when I visited takari-chan の blog the last time, I saw her entry on "Which NEWS member will you marry". Naturally, being a NEWS fan, I went ahead to take the test. My result was Yamapi!!! Yayyy!!! And here it goes to demonstrate how resourceful takari-chan is. She went on and found out that the test was made on the basis of NEWS memebers' plan for marriage. Below is quoted from takari-chan's blog:

"Yamapi

"I'd probably be a strict father to my kids."
My ideal wife would be a person who gives me power.

Marriage... I don't really get the image of it. Right now, my friends are really important and because I'm satisfied with the time I spend with them now, marriage isn't something that I have an image of. But, if someday I meet a girl that I think "I would do anything for this person," I'd get married. At that time, I think I'd honestly propose with "Please marry me".

Marriage would be a thing that I would put 150% into and I'd want to leave the housework up to my wife. I don't mind how many kids I have. It'd be good if I had a lot. I'm really strict. I'm really strict with manners and such so I'd probably be a father that my kids would be scared of. Somehow, even after we get married, I'd still want to have a relationship where we're positive to each other, like encouraging each other and helping each other grow... Saying that, it doesn't mean that I want my wife to have a job or profession. Rather, it might be better if she didn't have any... A person who would calm me just by being me or a person who really thinks about me. From just meeting someone like that it would feel like power would just come gushing from me. With a girl that gives me power like that, I would naturally want to marry her.

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Wow... Yamapi's ideal woman is so 'chim' to understand... Hmm~ Pi would be a strict father to his children huh... That means the mother must be really kind to the children le haha~ Hmm... I think he fits into Sally's criteria of an ideal husband very well haha~"

Reading this, I was rather shock at how similar were Yamapi's views on marriage to mine.
To me, marriage isn't something I'd consider now, cos I still enjoy my freedom as of now. However, if I ever meet a guy I'd want to marry, I know that I'll put everything into supporting him. I don't mind if he's domineering, cos I prefer that someone would make the decisions at home. I want to be the one who spoils my kids but I hope that my husband will be the one to be strict. I just can't be strict.

But then again, my ideal type of guy is practically non-existent. That's the sad part. I realise guys nowadays are just too unreliable. So I can only dream... Haha... Like I mentioned before, there is no other man like Yamapi.

Ok.. Just to digress, NEWS new singles is going to be released on 29th April!!! SOmething for me to look forward to!!! The title of their new singles will be "恋のABO". It's also the theme song for their latest russ-k CM. NEWSのファンの皆さん、ぜひ買ってください。

 
 
Current Location: 部屋
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Summer Time - NEWS
 
 
 
 

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